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Wish I Was Here

by Ian Taylor

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1.
intro 01:56
i've got imaginary friends who tell me how it all will end they say i surely don't exist til i feel like smoke and mist so anxious so i swallow sleep so trite and cheap here's to your smiles
2.
i don't remember waking up i found myself this way up in the bathroom huffing markers i don't like how things change all my creations are trite and cheap as i'm stuck inside this dream i told you about my younger shedding hands and how i thought i was an alien get your boyfriend on a leash he's starting to act out.
3.
W 2nd St. 02:58
it's six o clock try to stop sydney says i need help i just go to bed just so depressed and i get acid from this girl i met i was someone else in the grass kissing the lips of the expressionless but time was on my side i quickly died from the poison seeping from her eyes ball of silver smoke try to cope dreams and memories what a joke
4.
Haley Says 02:07
haley says as it starts to rain she'd like to slit my throat and cause me pain but that's alright yea that's ok i feel fine i feel nothing a wolf befriending a sheep sydney asks as she starts to grin am i happier now as they finally kick in i'm still in this college town she lifts me up to break me down a fiend befriending my dreams
5.
Untitled #3 02:47
back at the party broken lampshade they say i’m cool but i start school next week i float like a trash bag pale as a ghost, man they say i’m great but i don’t feel anything back at the party kids in the swimming pool the drowning army of LSD fish bowls i took part in it and i started flying i fell in love with the feeling of dying life can be strange but she can be stranger she started laughing i was all over her then all of a sudden she began dancing in a crowd of blurs and familiar faces
6.
Back to Life 04:08
bones show now thinning out jesus and nurses collide learn to shout rotten fruits of doubt nightmares and lullabies as the soul inside you has lonely died i will bring u back to life wrapped beneath cold white sheets you're sweating breaths of stone the doctors are sweet and understanding but nothing can fill this hole and the bloody gown you once hopelessly wore is laying in a bag by the door when you got home you felt so hollow so you carved into your spine now you feel old despite that you're young but i wish you were mine as the soul inside you has lonely died i will bring you back to life
7.
Skeleton 04:14
undisturbed like she wanted she moved quickly out the auditorium from where she was seated she is a stranger intense like a shadow silent like warfare i follow her gaze til she's out the door where she disappears i wish i was a moth feeding off your cloth i wish i was a dream beauty while you sleep take my ribs and make a home for yourself i'll always be this skeleton and you are a lover existence is weird it's all a punctured veil of all that was and all that were and i wish i was here i wish i was a moth feeding off your cloth i wish i was a dream beauty while you sleep
8.
where do you go when no one's watching? what do you say when he's not listening? i see you smile when he's not around i see you cry when he puts you down i got a headache and nothing's helping it makes me sick babe cause you're a wonderful woman and he's an asshole to say the least i am tired of the way he treats you so please don't hang around this awful town just go to college somewhere and leave him here

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this record is an ode to depersonalization disorder

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released September 24, 2015

all songs written by ian taylor
original photo by krista jeannette williamson

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